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From Toronto and Nipissing First Nation.
Trained in various mind-body wellness modalities from First Nation, western, eastern, new age, non-real worlds.
Believes in past lives, future lives, even right now lives.
Works daily/weekly/monthly with her own elders, healers, spiritual advisors to stay healthy and growing and humbled.
Dreams constantly.  Reads too much. Doesn't art enough.


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